This morning clouds have set a scene as if they were painting something just for me and I know you’d ask the world to shift or the stars to be brighter only if you knew it meant you could have me and I think I want you too its just sometimes you aren’t letting me feel and I don’t want it to seem like I’m settling for you because I know what I wish to have but I don’t know if it’s the same as what I need.
You are what I wish to have but sometimes I want someone who is older than you and I don’t know if that’s a horrible thing to say but i always have wanted a man and you see- you are just a boy.
And I understand I am just a girl but I am in so much fear of settling it makes my stomach hurt and my head ache and I know I’m your diamond but I’m too scared to be with you and I’m too scared to be without you
You’re so delicate and I can’t imagine breaking your heart. Maybe I’m too young and you’re too serious about this but the clouds are coming in and I can’t see the art you made me any longer and I am so sorry