I think I love him so much because he’s not here just like everything else I love.
Three days ago we almost broke up and it wasn’t even because of you like you said it was only because I just felt so apart from you even though I am miles away I felt like we had been distant although we talked all night I told you I wanted to leave you but you wouldn’t let me you swore we could work it out but why is it still not working?
I yearn for your skin so badly it truly pains me it is like a drug you’re my drug my only drug and if I tried to leave you for good I think I’d be dead. I don’t even know what it’s like to sit next to you or listen to you breathe silently under your breath but I do know what it’s like to love someone so much that it makes me want to know. I know that I might’ve hurt you but you hurt me too- it hurts when you tell me I don’t ask about you enough I want to know a lot about you but sometimes you seem too sad but I swear you’re not the reason I swear
Slowly I see our love fading but you don’t- and that is the only way we differ.